just read this piece of news which made me damn sad.
this kinda stuff always make me remember how fragile life is,
and how much can change in a split-second.

i dunno,
all i can say now is 'admit your mistakes, and treasure what you have'.
who knows,
the person whom you love but argued/fell-out/fought with might lose their lives the next minute.
and you'll be filled with regret for not being able to apologise while they were still alive.

tell the person you love that you love them,
even though they might have grown sick of hearing it.
it means alot to them and yourself.

live life the way you want it to be.
if you should die the next day,
at least you die in the mind-set that your life had been full of joy.

// to hy:
if you ever read this,
just remember that everyone is behind you.
your class, your friends, your family, and the public.
be brave,
as you're the man of the house now:
you have to take care of your sis while your mum's busy and stuff.
i almost lost my dad once,
so i have an idea of how you are feeling now.
if you do miss your dad,
just take a photo of him and talk to it.
as stupid as it sounds,
it works.
if you ever need help,
there are teachers all over dhs that will always be there for you.
(other than teachers, there's still friends and whatever, but you get the idea, ya?)
i really hope your family can go through this rough patch together,
and i dunno,
become more bonded or sth through it.

remember, wherever your dad is now,
he'll always be living in your heart(: